Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with severe pain behind one eye that persists up to several hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a